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[[xSIENNAbrooke]]

Sienna's life was black and white.

It had all gone down hill and she just couldn't pick herself back up again. She spent almost every night drinking herself into oblivion, telling herself she didn't have a problem, thinking the same thoughts over and over.

Her daughter had been taken away from her. By her godforsaken mother. Her parents had disowned her and her sister 'was always busy' when she called round or rung up. She'd been deserted by everyone. All except one person. Lane. But he was the cause of all this. The love of her life, yet the reason it'd gone so terribly wrong.

Of course, when her family found out they were together again, they'd all had a major fight. The lot of them. And it just so happened, that day, Sienna had yelled at her daughter. Something she never ever did. And so Natasha decided she wanted to go live with Grandma. Now she felt so empty inside, like someone had taken half of her. She wasn't whole anymore and all she wanted was her daughter. But she couldn't leave Lane either. She could take her mom to court but what good would that do? Fuel some more family fueds, thats all.

And so she was sat here, a bottle of Jack Daniels by herside and a small glass in her hand. She was already pretty hammered, but she just felt numb. To everything. Someone could have said the worst things to her and she wouldn't have batted an eyelid. But saying all this, she didn't look a mess. Yeah, she had a little more colour to her cheeks than normal but her hair was still immaculate, her make up was done, and she was wearing smart jeans and a lacey top. She looked normal but she really needed help.

A noise from somewhere in the penthouse made her jump but she didn't move from where she was, it could have been a burglar but she didn't care. "Lane?" She called, sitting forwards and pouring herself another glass.

[{&lane jordyn;;]

He'd been shopping. Strangely enough. Sienna was in some stupor, and she couldn't even leave the house, so he'd been out and bought all the essentials. He felt terrible for causing all of this, but at the same time, he was bored with Sienna's depression.

Everytime he saw her, and heard her complaining, his blood began to boil, and his temper grew short, the other day he'd had to go out for a cigarette to stop himself from packing his stuff and leaving.

Yes. He'd 'moved in with her'. Not officially, I mean, he still went home occasionally, but not always. He shut the door and heard his name being called, he sighed and dumped the grocery bags in the hall, walking through to Sienna, and taking the bottle of Jack Daniels off of her.

"Yeh. It's me. Go to bed now Sienna."

He said, blankly, refusing eye contact, and draining the small amount of alcohol down the sink. He shrugged and threw the bottle into the garbage can beneath the sink, by opening the cupboard door.

He rubbed his head and turned around to look at her. She was a mess, a complete and utter mess.

"Sienna - sienna, I can't do this anymore, not when you're like this. Just .... buck yourself up, ok. I'm going to work in a few minutes, I suggest you freshen yourself up, have a cold shower, work yourself into a sober state and go to. I have the last bit of paperwork to do now, and then, that's it I'm the owner of Ac - um - a business."

He still didn't want to give it away that he'd bought Ace. It was going to be a suprise, whether she'd respond to it or not, he didn't know.

[[xSIENNAbrooke]]

Sienna waited until she saw Lane, then leant back on the sofa, staring into space again in a drunken daze. She sipped at the golden brown liquid, letting it burn in her throat. She never drank Jack's but it was the only thing she could get her hands on. She'd drank all the vodka and Bailey's. Nothing was left.

He took the bottle and glass from her and walked off, so she stood up and followed him. "Hey! I was drinking that." She slurred. She leant against the kitchen workspace, her eyes rolling a little as she fought to stay awake. Damn she was going to have a bad head in the morning. She shook her head at him as he began to talk, "No, just do what you gotta do. I'm going to work." She hissed. She moved towards him, kissing him quickly on the cheek and then pushed his shoulder a little harder than she meant to, leaving the kitchen and grabbing her coat.

Of course, she wasn't going to drive, she could walk. It wasn't far but there was a main road to cross. Ah, she'd be fine. She slipped her coat on, looking to the side and seeing Natasha's dolls house, causing her to hit a whole new low before she left. "Fuck this." She yelled as she shut the door, slamming it hard.

[{&lane jordyn;;]

He heard her complaining tone and turned to her, shaking his head. Yeh, he would do what he had to do. Walking to their room he grabbed his briefcase, looked at his smart appearance in the full length mirror and grinned, of course, it wasn't a confident grin, in fact, he was nervous, this case had enough cash in it to buy a mansion and a car and maybe a few good holidays. He was going to push all of his life savings, well, pretty much 80% of it, into a strip club.

There was no guarantee that the club would even keep in his hands, he was hoping to double the amount he'd payed in, for all the new buildings and rooms, and the new color scheme. The strip club as it was was old fashioned, he was hoping for it to be mega modern, with all girls in uniforms, barely none obviously, and things to be all posh and minimalistic, but gorgoues, and the poles to be risen on a glass platform, with lights beaming. He had big big plans.

As for the whore realms, sorry, private rooms, well, he had some ideas for them.

He looked once more at himself and head downstairs, to the club he went. Sneaking in through the back door, he saw the miserable face of the owner, and he shook his hand, walking through to the office. The office was horrible, black and olive and very old fashioned. Well, the man that owned it was aged 60.

Maybe Ace would have a name change to. Sugar & Lace sounded good to him.

SUGAR & LACE.

Oh, that was good, and it still had that Ace twang to it.

He could see this office the way he wanted huge black desk, with black and silver walls, modern furniture, and a chandellier, contempory too. Huge arrangement of black roses in the corner. It was all very stunning and superior.

"I'm guessing you have the money Mr. Jordyn."

Lane nodded, pushing the breifcase onto the desk and opening it up. The owner nodded, shut the case, gripped the handle and stood once more. He placed the keys and some handwritten files and documents on the table. Extending his hand, he transferred the business.

First thing Lane was going to do was change the locks.

Only 15 minutes after the ex-boss had left, Lane heard a knock on the door, and he muttered.

"Yeh?"

[[xSIENNAbrooke]]

Sienna had stumbled into work, just a few minutes late. Everyone knew she was drunk but hey, it wasn't their business. And she would have told them that if they'd have asked too. She took her stuff out the back and slipped into a more or less see-through lacey top with suspenders and tiny black shorts with long black stockings and black boots. She let her hair down so they dark curls lay loose over her shoulders and sat infront of one of the mirrors, perfecting her make-up and applying light pink lipgloss. She looked gorgeous, but she was looking good for the wrong reasons. She had a boyfriend and a daughter to think of but she needed money and she'd never been intrested in school or university. And she definitely wasn't about to become a waitress or receptionist. At least with this job she could have a bit of fun.

She stepped out into the bar, bumping into her boss, well ex-boss. He was leaving today. He gave her a kiss, telling her he'd miss her and that as a leaving present she could give him a little go in one of the rooms and he'd pay her double. Well how could she turn that down? She needed money and she was drunk enough to agree, even if he was old enough to be her grandpa.

He lead her to the room and they got to it, she was such a pleaser. She'd do almost anything, usually that was just dancing though. But she did occasionally work in the back, only when it was really necessary though. She wasn't a whore. Well...

A young girl walked past the room, looking up at the clock on the wall. It was only 6, they weren't open yet so what the hell was going on in there? She decided to go see if anyone was booked in in the office. She knocked, expecting no-one to be in there but she heard a voice and entered, seeing a hot guy sat in the seat that her boss usually occupied. "Oh, you must be Mr. Jordyn. I was uh... just coming to check the bookings, someones in a room in there and I didn't think we were open yet. I was just gonna see if they were meant to be there." She stuttered, looking him up and down.

Back in the room, Sienna was pretty much naked and so was the old guy, they were lay on the bed in the middle of the room and both of them were too caught up to realise the door handle was being turned...

[{&lane jordyn;;]

His eyes scanned over the women who'd just entered. He smiled and listened to her tone. You could, tell something wasn't right. Looking up at the clock he saw that there wasn't anyone supposed to be in any private rooms, because the firm was closed right now. He took the books from under the desk and turned to the date.

His eyes glazed over the bookings. NO one had booked till 9.30pm. He screwed up his face and looked up at the girl again.

"I'll go check it out."

Lane said, inquisitively. The woman followed him to the room, and Lane grabbed the key, opening the door and pushing it open.

As he saw them, his jaw dropped to the floor, and immediately he shouted.

"Sienna! You fucking WHORE!"

And slammed the door, the woman who'd warned him stood back aghast, and watched as them old guy, her ex-boss, came running out the room like a hurt dog, erect, wrinkly parts in full view, almost knocking her sick.

She looked at Sienna quickly then returned to the bar.

As for Lane ... he was crying. something he hadn't done in a while.

[[xSIENNAbrooke]]

Sienna snapped up as she heard her name and her eyes widened when she saw Lane. What the fuck was he doing here? She rolled off the guy grabbing the tacky velvet covers and pulling them over herself. "Lane? What the fuck?" She blinked furiously, hoping she'd wake up and it'd just be a huge dream. The guy left, leaving a few hundred dollar bills on the side table.

God she felt ashamed. She hadn't felt this bad in ages. It seemed as if the event had made her sober, she didn't feel drunk anymore anyway. She grabbed her clothes holding the blanket around her as she walked out of the room, looking at the girl who seemed to be looking pretty smug and pushing Lane towards the office, locking the door behind them although she wasn't sure if it would hold if someone pushed the door. She moved towards the corner of the room, slipping her clothes back on although she might as well have stood there naked, the mini shorts and see through top not leaving much to the imagination but she didn't care. She had to sort this out.

"I'm so truly sorry. I really am." She said, moving around to stand infront of him, her hand on his shoulder. She looked around the office, alot of things were gone and on the desk was a piece of paper, Lane's signature scrawled on the bottom. "What are you doing here anyway? What are these?" She asked picking them up and holding them up to him before scanning through them. Ownership? Agreement? Lane Jordyn? She looked towards him, shaking her head. "No way. Not you. You didn't? Did you?" She asked, her hand coming to her head. Shit. That was her job out of the window.

"Lane talk to me God damnit!" She yelled, pushing the papers at his chest, her face creased into a frown.

[{&lane jordyn;;]

"You cheap, lousy bitch."

His gruff tone mumbled You could tell by his tone that his fuse was growing shorter. Almost like dynamite ready to blow. And Sienna at the moment, was in the firing line. His hand ran through his hair nervously. He didn't know what to say. Nothing oculd make this better. He could try and fix things, but deep in his heart, he didn't see a point. He looked up, catching eyes with Sienna. His showed deep emotion, hers were blank to him. He ached for her to go back to the happy little girl he knew so long ago, or so long what it felt like. Their illegal fling was much more fun than this shit he had to cope with now.

All his life Lane had wanted commitment. A wife and kids and a house and a business and a nice car. He'd always wanted it. But rethinking, he didn't know why. All commitment gave you was a premature death through this much strain. He walked over to the cupboard of the 'ex-boss'. He shuddered, taking out bottles of whisky and throwing them across the room, shouting inaudible words. Then he heard her voice. He turned to his desk where he saw her routing throughthe files of documents and agreements. He gripped her arm and pulled her away, tears stinging him, eyes strained so they wouldn't fall.

"It was meant to be a surprise. I mean, I wanted to get us sorted out Sienna, I wanted thing for us to be good, us to buy a new house, for me to buy stuff for Tasha ..."

He stopped. Natasha. This is why he couldn't leave again now. He had a daughter. A little daughter. At first she'd denied it being his, but she'd finally cracked, the little blond haired ange was his. And he loved her. She was still shy around him, but he wasn't pushing her to be more 'daddy's little angel', he wanted her to be comfortable about things.

"What if I don't want to talk to you, huh? What are you going to do about it? Promise me you'll change? You'll go see your parents, make things right, make friends with your sister again, coz she's who you care about most aside from Natasha ... and - and me. I can't leave you Sienna. I have my daughter now ... I wanna make things right ... I-I ... I love you too. But maybe I'm stupid. Maybe I'm giving myself false hope. If I can't give you what you need anymore that you have to go to some -- old man. You told me you'd changed, I thought you meant ... you'd become a more genuine person .. but ... I don't know if you have."

He turned around and opened the window, taking a deep breath of the cool winters air. Things weren't good right now. And he braced himself, for a good yelling from Sienna. He knew it was probably going to happen.

[[xSIENNAbrooke]]

Sienna looked at him but she had to look away. The look in his eyes could reduce her to tears but she wasn't about to break down here. All of the girls were probably crowded outside the door, trying to listen to the argument they were having. He began to chuck the bottles and she slid down the wall in the corner, covering her face, sobbing quietly. "Stop! Just stop!" She screamed. Thats when she got up and started going through the papers. He pulled her away but she'd seen enough. "A surprise?" She asked, shaking her head. This was too much for her. She was already so close to some kind of weird depression thing, this could just about push her over the edge.

He began to talk again so she sat down in the leather chair on the other side of the desk. She felt just like she did when they'd been found out. She'd been sent to the principals office and her parents met her there. She was just lectured over and over about how wrong her actions had been and the consequences and why she shouldn't have had sex under-age.

And now she was sat like the naughty school girl with Lane yelling at her. How ironic.

He finished and she looked up at him, her eyes were slightly narrowed as she watched him retreat towards the window. "I'm not changing for anything Lane. You're still under this impression that I'm that cheeky little school girl, the one you fell for. But I'm not. I'm completely different. You have no idea how much my life changed after you went. I had to grow up so much in nine months. I didn't even want Natasha, I was going to give her up for adoption but when I saw her I just couldn't. She looked so much like you, I thought if I kept her she'd just be that little bit of hope. And now its gone. I've lost everything I've lived for these past couple of years. You have no idea how that feels, and you don't even seem to care. I have a problem but you're not helping. I'm trying to earn some cash so I don't have to rely on you but now I may aswell not bother." And then the tears started. Once they came she just couldn't stop sobbing.

"I'm sorry. I don't know what else I can say. My lifes crashing down all around me, I've lost my parents, my sister, my daughter and now I'm losing you." She stood up, walking towards him, resting her head on his shoulder, crying uncontrollably.

[{&lane jordyn;;]

It was impossible to find truth in anything the way he was feeling. There was a huge part of his heart telling him to leave, but another part teling him to forgive Sienna. After all, it was all his fault. Everything was his fault. He bit his lip as realization took over him. Everything was his fault, her parents had disownded her - because of him. She'd had to raise a baby - because of him. She'd fell out with her best friend - because of him. She was on the edge - because of him. He fell against the window, head in hands. He didn't know what to do now, he was confused beyond compare.

It'd been hell when he'd got arrested. This had been so good between him and Sienna, so ... brilliant. And when he was with her back then, it was like nothing else mattered. When the police called round, she was in his bed, and he was half naked. They'd been planning to run away together, start a new life. A proper life together. After all, she was turning eighteen and he was earning money, and had a lot in the bank. They were actually going to do it. He knew she'd miss her family, but still. He was selfish then, and only cared about sorting things for himself, as long as he was happy, it didn't matter. The police had lunged into his apartment, grabbed his wrists and slammed on the cuffs so hard that his wrist was cut so bad that a month later he had an operation, leaving him with an inch scar. He didn't see Sienna after that. Just breifly in court, when she told the room he had assaulted her. He felt betrayed and actually kicked off in court, and Sienna was escorted out. After that, he'd not seen her till the other week when they met up after the MySpace incedent. In prison, things had been hell. He'd been sentanced to five years, but got out after 2 and a half when his brother Cade bailed him out and for good behaviour. Because after the court case scuffle, he had kept his head down, even after wanting to brutally murder his fifty eight year old cellmate 'Limp' or Paul. I'm sure you can use your imagination to work out why he had that name. False leg after an 'accident' in which someone run over him. He shot them ... and their family. None of them died. Luckily. Well not for him. Everyday the guy told him the story. Told Lane about his wife Breda and kids Aiden and Freda. God he got so bored he wanted to either take a hammer to Paul's head, or to his own. He did actually hate him.

Looking to Sienna Lane brushed away his tears and grabbed her into a hug, mubling over and over and over that he was sorry and ashamed and knew it was all his fault. Soft touch. That was Lane these days. He felt sorry for all the dogs at the pound, so bought each of his sisters one. And his brother two, and his youngest brother one. You're probably wondering were he got his money from. Well, shortly after leaving jail, he set up a new, proper, decent life, and worked hard as a bank accountant, despite his dodgy past. They finally fired him, but he had a lot of money, held in a private acocunt at another bank. He used this to buy a small business, just a little cosy pub in Beverly Hills. It had a lot of customers though, and was often over full. Anyway, he got a lot of money from this too. and locked that up in the bank, until he finally sold up. And now, he's got Ace. Or, the club he's planning on changing to Sugar & Lace. Because it sounded more sophisticated and sexy. Lane locked his lips upon Sienna's and kissed her passionately, deciding to divulge in make'up sex. All good.

Large, manly hands tore off her clothes. He actually was shredding them, and he didn't know how she was going to leave the building, pushing all the stuff off the desk he hoisted her onto it, lowering his hand to her stomach and pushing herdown, damn clothes, they always got in the way. It took him only a few moments to remove his blazer, shirt, tie, shoes, socks, and trousers and he simply pushed down his boxers. He kneeled up onto the huge desk and slipped his fingers across her flesh. He slipped his fingers into her body, and removed them after a moment, proceeding to fourth base. Actually, their sex was kinda wild. But not today. He was slow and tender and apologetic. He kissed hr deeply and the end and let her stay in with him.

As he slipped his clothes back on he whispered to her. "I love you Sienna." And sat her on his lap, wrapping her in a blanket he'd rushed out to his car and got just moments ago, he grinned at her and let his mouth capture hers moving into a long and passionate kiss. Before someone entered, their cheeks flushed. Probably from embarressment of hearing their 'noises'. She looked around at the smashed stuff everywhere and put a cup of coffee by the door, shutting it again. He laughed and carried on kissing Sienna. around 20 seconds later he broke off and sighed. "How do you feel ... about trying for another baby?". He bit his lip.

[[xSIENNAbrooke]]

Sienna kept crying, she just couldn't stop. Everytime the tears stopped falling, she'd think and it'd cause them to come again. Lane hugged her back and she knew he wasn't mad anymore. She did really love him, she was just so messed up right now that she didn't know how to show it and even the littlest thing she did wrong, he found out somehow. She slipped her arms around him as he brought his lips to hers, kissing her gently. She ran her hand up his side, bringing it to his cheek as he began to pull off her clothes.

God, second time in what, 10 minutes?

She walked backwards, their lips not parting and lay back on the desk, pushing all of the things to the side, the lamp falling onto the floor with a bang and the papers fluttering all over the place. Oh well, he'd clear it up later. She watched as he took off his clothes, biting her lip with a cute smile, her eyes still glazed with tears. She guessed at that moment, she looked just like she did when she was 17. When this was all she bothered turning up to school for. Just to see him. And the only reason she'd taken his subject was so he'd help her out, watch her, and she even went to the after school thing just so they were close. It had all been so forbidden and she knew thats what attracted her to him. As well as his bad boy looks and cute dimples of course.

Neither of them rushed it. They didn't just have sex, they made love. Something they hadn't really done before. Usually they rushed it, worried before that someone might catch them and nowadays, what with their busy lives and jobs they just had to hurry. But she doubted he expected her to work today. Well, she wasn't going to even if he did expect her to. She just wanted to stay here with him.

After they were done they just lay cuddled up in his arms, a blanket over her, him with his clothes on. She had her eyes closed, her head on his chest and her legs over the arm of the chair. Her eyes opened as someone came to the door, probably expecting to see Sienna black and blue on the floor but she smiled a little to see her in his arms. She'd told all of the girls about him. He was all she spoke about. And from the impression she'd given, he treated her like a princess. Which he did, well when she felt like acting as one anyway. As soon as the girl stepped outside, she heard some whispering and then some squeals and 'aww's'. Sienna was well-liked here. She wasn't one of the stuck up chicks nor was she one of the shy ones. She knew how to do her job although she didn't go too far, normally anyway. And alot of the girls respected her for that. Even they'd noticed the change in her over the past few weeks but none of them had said anything. They couldn't do anything for her anyway. That was Lane's job.

She closed her eyes again, her hand on his side, squeezing gently, affectionately, every now and then. The rumble of his chest let her know he was speaking and she opened her eyes again looking up at him. "I love you too baby." She said with a smile, kissing his jawline several times before snuggling into him again. Then he began speaking again but this time she just opened her eyes. She sat in silence for a minute, messing with the bottom of his shirt under the blanket. "I'd love to." She smiled, sitting up straighter and kissing him, running her hand through his hair to pull it back from out of his face.

[{&lane jordyn;;]

his arms around Sienna was his idea of paradise. True paradise he meant not just happiness. As long as he had Sienna, he didn't care aobut anything else, he couldn't actually believe that he was so close to leaving her aobut half an hour ago. He too heard the 'aw's' and squeals outside, someone had been telling her workmates aobut her romance. He grinned and shook his head, nestling in closer to her as she agreed to try for another baby. This was real good. Suddenly the word was colourful again, even the sun was shining in through the window. He loved the feel of her playing with his hair, it was just like she'd done so far back when she was at college, and he was teaching her.

Art and Design. That was his class. He'd always been good at drawing so ever since he was little he wanted to be a teacher of art. Things had changed now, but then, he'd just got a qualification for teaching and had began his first semester at Kennedy College. He had only one class, a first year class, he was briefed beforehand that there was some extrmely glamourous girls, but to remember, they were all off limits. When his class came in, he noticed the divas, blond haired and slutty with revealing clothes, all eyeing the teacher up, and then heading to th e back of the class, but then another girl came in, walking at the back of the queue to enter the room. He'd instantly fell for her, and his heart pounded at the sight of her. He was in love ... with his student. He knew it was wrong, and they were still illegal to ... well yeh. He did things, to make sure she was lacking behind all of the others, and rang her parents, telling them she needed an after school study class, where they both admitted feelings for each other. After that she'd come everyday, and before long, they started kissing, doing oral underneath the table, then their big break came, and he took er into the stock room, where he'd layed blankets out, and lit dancles, he locked the door, and took her virginity. That happened everyday after that day too.

When the head caught them after a teacher had saw them sneak into a janitors closet together. He'd broke the lock to get in and found them scurrying to get dressed. Lane now can only remember him telling him he was fired and smashing him in the face with a hefty right hook, and causing blood to stream from his lip. He'd shouted to Sienna that he loved her and that was that. He looked at her now, sat on his knee in that office and leaned forward kissing her nose lightly. "I think we should get away for a while, maybe to Hawaii, go back to where I lived. Try there. just give your mom time to reconsider about us, while we take a break from life. It's what we both need Sienna."

Oh Hawaii, it was a beautiful place. He loved it there, really loved it. The beaches, the scenery ... and he used to love the girls. He loved their language and accents and just everything aobut Hawaii made him smile. He knew Sienna'd like it their, sun, Sea and Sand, and spas to make her a bigger princess than she already was right now, he smiled at her, his eyes twinkling, a puppy dog face looking at Sienna. He was adorable when he wanted to be was our Lane.

[[xSIENNAbrooke]]

Her eyes closed again, this time with a smile upon her lips. She was so tired, and still a little tipsy. She oculd feel a headache coming, one of them huge ones you get when you wake up in the morning with a hangover and she knew she was going to need some real strong tablets sometime soon. He spoke again about them getting away, going to Hawaii. Sounded good to her. She could do with a good holiday. She hadn’t been on vacation since she’d had Natasha. She couldn’t. She was either too busy with work or she didn’t have the money. ”Yeah. Just me and you.” She said, smiling.

She lay for a few more minutes, almost falling a sleep in his arms. ”I think I should go home. I’m so tired. Is that okay? I mean, I’ll work if you want.” She said, sitting up and pulling the blanket up with her, covering her chest. ”Could you maybe go grab my clothes from my locker? Seeing as you most politely ripped up my other ones.” She grinned, hitting him lightly in the chest. She probably looked a mess, her hair was probably all over the place and she’d been crying so her make up was most likely all over her face.

She stood up, pulling the blanket around herself and tucking it in at the corner like a towel. There was a mirror on one wall of the room and she made her way over to it, running a hand through her hair and wiping under her eyes with her finger, getting rid of the mascara and eyeliner that had run. ”I guess I just broke another rule, sleeping with the boss.” She said turning back to him and smiling. She should most definitely get the sack. ”What are the girls gonna say hmm?” She said sarcastically, turning her head to the side and looking at the door. She thought she’d heard a knock but obviously not. She moved back towards him, sitting down again with her back against his chest. ”You’re going to be my boss. Do you have any idea how weird that’s gonna be? If I mess up you’re gonna have to like give me warnings and stuff and you’ll be incharge of me.” She smiled, grabbing his hands and slipping them around her onto her stomach. ”Will you be jealous? I mean, of me dancing infront of other guys?” She asked, tilitng her head to the side so she could just see him out of the corner of her eye.

Of course, all girls wanted freedom. No girl wanted to be held back by a jealous boyfriend but in a strange way, she wanted him to worry about her, to feel a little bit jealous at the way she wore barely anything and slid up and down a pole or ground her ass into other guys laps as they slipped money into her shorts or bra. If he was jealous, it’d show he cared about her. She knew he did, but it’d just show that little bit more. She rested her hands on top of his, her fingers inbetween his as she pulled his arms tighter around her. She was like a little baby, she had to feel constricted to feel safe. She loved to be held and cuddled and squeezed, maybe it was because any other way of showing love she got every day from complete strangers but guys in the main club weren’t allowed to touch or hold, the could just watch. ”I love you so much. Don’t ever let me get that bad again. Please?” She asked, her voice merely a whisper.

[{&lane jordyn;;]

So this wasn't the first time he'd slept with his workers. The last business he owned he bed a different girl everyday. Thing with Lane was he used to make every girl feel special, then he used to just push them away and basically ask for the next. He didn't plan on telling Sienna that he'd been engaged whilst she was gone, to a girl called Kacey. Shame he found her cheating on him with his brother Cade. Never mind, things were easily got over like that. Or it was easy for Lane to get over, because it wasn't true love. Not like it was with him and Sienna. Or still is.

He knows he loves Sienna, and that's something that's bugging him at the moment. Because he feels he can't propose or anything yet, it's way to early for anything like that, and to be honest he didn't know if he wanted to propose at the moment. Kids were good at the very seconds. He loved kids did Lane, always had.

When he was little, and his parents were going through the whole agruing and divorce thing, he had to look after the little ones, and it was hard, really hard. He was only little, and looking after these kids took it all out of him, no boy should have to be forced to look after them when their actual parents were screaming at each other down the hall.

Fights were very common in his house whether it was between the twins or him and Cade or his parents, they were always happening, and it was funny how they always ended up getting visited by the police. He remembered one day when his father opened the door saw the police, rammed himself out of the house and went to the beighbours, screaming his head off. He got arrested, but was released with a warning. Looking at Lane, you may see a variety of things, bad boy definately, big softie possibly, but when he was little, Lane was a complete berd. He was bullied in school, and had glasses that you'd only see in Harry Potter now, he carried his books, always had his lunch money stole and had no look with girls until he realised he wanted to be someone different. Lane always wanted to be a Pilot. But he changed to a teacher when he realised how well he could draw. drawing was his way of calming down and relaxing. Cade always laughed at him and said drawing could never relax him, but it did, when they both started working on a porject together. They bought the biggest piece of paper with their pocket money that they could find, and saved up for months for real artists paints. They painted their family, and it was that painting that made his parents realise they loved their family. And for around 5 years it kept them together, until his dad yet again had an affair, his mother screamed, he found the beer and smashed the family portrait. Lane hated his father then.

Stepping out into the hallway, he pushed aside some girls who were crowded round the door, as soon as he'd made his was further down to the locker room, he saw them all pile into the office. Opening Sienna's locker, he saw the pictures of Natasha and him inside, and Destiny and her parents and the little twins. It made him smile, he pulled out a black dress and walked back to the office, standing at the door, eyebrow raised, none of them noticed him, he just watched as they all asked Sienna were they were going on holiday and if they could have permission to have an affair with him. He coughed deeply, and the girll scuffled out all saying 'Bye Sienna'. It reminded him of a school playground. They all got on so well. "Clothes madame? And so much for being your boss. You're sacked coz you slept with me. Anyway, what do you think the girls will say if I completely changed the place, name and all."

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Sienna sat in the chair as he left to get her clothes, looking around the room. God they'd made some mess. She got up and began picking up the papers and the lamp and putting them neatly back on the desk. She wasn't the tidiest of people but it'd been pretty clean before so she had to put it back the way it was. She stacked the papers in two neat piles and put the lamp back on the edge. The phone was near to the front and his briefcase was closed right in the middle of the desk.

When she was little, she'd hated cleaning. Luckily her parents didn't make her do much of it but she always got made to clean her room. She'd just shove everything in the closet or under her bed and wipe the dust off the TV and window ledge. She always got away with it although she was sure they'd probably sussed her out but they'd never said anything.

The girls came in a few minutes after he'd gone asking her a load of questions. She smiled, sitting back in the seat at the desk and telling them everything. "We're going to Hawaii." She replied to one of their questions. But when they started asking about the sex she just shook her head. "Thats for me to know and you not to find out, hopefully..." She trailed off.

He came just then with a dress. How did she know he'd bring that? Of course there was jeans and a tee right on the top but he'd brought the dress. The girls left and she took it from him, slipping it on and looking down at herself. "A little dressy but hey." She said pulling her hair back and tying it back with a hair band she found by the mirror. She frowned when he said she was sacked. "I'd better not be! Besides, I live with the boss, I share a bed with him every night and I also cook and clean for the boss so I'm sure sleeping with him isn't a factor." She said with a smile.

When he asked about renaming the club she shrugged. "I dunno, I'm sure they wouldn't mind. You'd have to ask them." she replied moving towards him slipping her arms around him, resting her head on his shoulder again, kissing his neck gently. "You didn't answer my question. Would you be jealous of me dancing for other guys?" She asked again into his skin.